tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22180358503729584622024-03-14T02:46:26.238-04:00Spirit Phoenix: The Fire Deep WithinWhat ignites your spirit?SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.comBlogger237125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-48370527362594288452015-06-11T08:00:00.000-04:002015-06-11T09:29:19.759-04:00Learn from Every SituationI'm trying to learn from everything right now. I'm dealing with a poopy situation at work and I'm struggling with this concept. What am I supposed to take from this? I'm going through a tough time with my Daughter and her "feeling all the feels." I'm approaching a new path on my spiritual journey. But everything is intertwined. It all adds to the same lessons. Spiritual and Mundane aren't specifically separate. There is always overlap and movement. <br />
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I know that difficulties lie in every situation. But I have to have faith that there is something to learn. <br />
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Every step gets me closer. Every situation teaches.<br />
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I find I keep sighing. Not in dismay, or disgust. More trying to steady myself and keep moving step by step. Taking in as much as possible.<br />
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I think it's time I start journaling in a stream of conciousness type of way again. Just open up and write, write, write. Don't even think. Just spit out. It might get it out of me. Or maybe Automatic writing will occur. Regardless, something has to come out eventually.<br />
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Right?!?!?SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-31401641769251863542015-04-07T08:00:00.000-04:002015-04-07T08:24:50.756-04:00Accepting People for Who They Are.......not for who I want them to be. <br />
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If I want people to accept me and listen to what I have to say, I have to repay the favor. I need to accept them with all their flaws. Now, that doesn't mean I need to be a doormat because it's someone's nature to bulldoze over everyone and get what they want regardless of what anyone else feels, says, or thinks.<br />
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I need to accept that some people just aren't capable of the friendships that I want. And that's fine. They can be who they are, and I can be who I am. We just may not be as close as I'd like. Or even close at all.<br />
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But I can't have any malice or anger towards them. They're just being who they are. They are here to teach me something. Even if it's something small, I can learn from everyone.<br />
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Sometimes the message is what I want to hear and sometimes it's not. But I can't control them. I can't strong arm them into changing. And honestly, I wouldn't want them to change to suit me. Then it takes away everything I like about them. What makes them unique and perfect.<br />
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Maybe that's how I should look at it.<br />
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Everyone is perfect.<br />
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They may be perfect for me, or not. But you can't mess with perfection! SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-46597312917128939312015-03-05T08:00:00.000-05:002015-03-05T08:00:05.975-05:00Love has no...<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Cen7NhfpMVE" width="560"></iframe><br />
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I agree with the point behind this video. But I think it misses the mark in some ways.<br />
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By simplifying the message in this way, they're also hindering it.<br />
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By saying that you don't see race, you're missing out on all the things that make us different. If you don't see religion, you're missing out on a different point of view. If you don't see age, gender, culture......you're missing out.<br />
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What you're claiming you don't see is what makes the person attractive to you. You love them because of their similarities and differences. I believe that love sees all and despite all the flaws, differences, gender, etc, you can accept someone. For who they are. Not who you want them to be. Or who they think they are. <br />
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Love sees everything.<br />
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And it's all that much more for seeing. And accepting.SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-62594040494757251312015-02-24T08:00:00.000-05:002015-02-24T08:40:58.498-05:00Second: Learn to Say NO! I think this has to do with my People Pleaser personality in general. But I have a very difficult time saying no. I'm sure many people have this problem and for those that don't I'm very jealous. And since I want to please people, I have a strong propensity towards saying yes to everything. I'm learning to say no. It's been a little tricky lately.<br />
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I said no to advising for two more years. But I did agree to a smaller volunteer role. <br />
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I said no to being the Troop Leader for Angel Baby's Daisy Girl Scout troop. I did agree to being one of three co-leaders.<br />
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I said no to Test Knitting. Putting the added pressure of a deadline just makes knitting a chore rather than something I do for relaxation.<br />
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I said no to myself about gift knitting last Christmas/Yule. No need to freak out over something that most people are just going to throw into a drawer and never use. <br />
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I said no to changing plans to go along with what others wants to do. They're fine on their own without me. <br />
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I said no to additional committees at work.<br />
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I said NO to anything that takes away from what sustains me.<br />
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I had a rough winter in 2014. Spring too. There were a lot of factors. But I think the major one, is that I just overtaxed myself by saying yes, to other people way to often. I started to turn inward, lash out at those I love, and started on the slippery slope to depression. I'm sure if I had stayed where I was much longer, I'd have needed a LOT of help to get out.<br />
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Luckily, there were a few people close to me that mentioned they were worried. I hadn't thought I was as far deep as I was. They helped me notice I needed to grab on to the side of the hill before I ended up rolling down to the bottom.<br />
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To those people I say THANK YOU! Because of you I finally opened my eyes and SAW what was happening.<br />
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I decided that that was the point in time to start clearing out the clutter, bullshit, and people that aren't working in my life. I needed to cut back the overgrowth and find what truly matters to me.<br />
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I'm still working on it.<br />
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Probably always will.<br />
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Now, it's just holding my ground so that the things that don't work don't come back. And believe me, when you've been the person that always says yes, people don't understand what NO means. It takes a lot of endurance to keep saying no.<br />
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But I have to.<br />
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Because saying NO to them means saying YES to myself! SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-53809540463033800412014-11-20T08:00:00.000-05:002014-11-20T08:50:26.502-05:00First Up...Trusting My IntuitionIntuition for me is allowing myself to trust what my inner self is telling me. Now, I always try to listen to my "gut". But lately, it seems as if they want to talk more and more.<br />
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So, how to get out what they want to say?<br />
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I turn to tarot.<br />
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It's been awhile since I've read tarot, let alone regularly. Heck, I was decent enough to offer readings for donations for the 3-Day-Walk in 2010. After that, I promptly put them down and really haven't done much with them.<br />
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Now, there are a few ways to read tarot. You can go with the traditional meanings, you can go with what the pictures say, or you can see what pops into your minds eye based on the "energy" of the card. Or you can do a combination of all three.<br />
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I've done the first two options. And even combined those in the past. Heck I've even thrown in some elemental and zodiac-ical readings from the cards before.<br />
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But I've never really focused on the energy of the cards. What is the energy, or underlying theme of what the cards are saying. I'm trying to tap into my intution more with the cards.<br />
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And being who I am, I'm taking an online-do-it-at-my-own-pace 10 session class on reading intuitively.<br />
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After the first lesson, I'm excited to see what the next lessons will bring. And I'm a little surprised at both how easily the cards are coming back, but also how difficult intuitive readings can be.<br />
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The journey of accepting to listen to your intuition/inner self isn't necessarily an easy one.SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-63979352378565754652014-11-13T08:00:00.000-05:002014-11-13T08:21:42.218-05:00Shadow WorkFor the last two weeks, I have been feeling more and more like I'm missing something. I know that it's something I need to work on or deal with. And it feels like each day whatever it is is coming closer. Almost there...<br />
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Last week, I hit a boiling over point. That point in which, I said, "No more! I can't keep doing this."<br />
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Yes, it's happened. I've hit burn out.<br />
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So, when this happens, I start to weed out the excess in my life. What do I need to focus on. What stays.<br />
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What goes.<br />
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In this current cleaning, I've noticed a few things. First, I've come back to my blog. I need to write. Journal. Get it out. Put my feelings into words and see if that will help me focus on what I really need and want.<br />
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So, I listened to <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Outrageous-Openness-Letting-Divine-Take-ebook/dp/B0050PKFP0" target="_blank">Outrageous Openness: Letting the Divine take the Lead</a> by Tosha Silver. It was a good book. Sure it was a little circular and repetitive. But it started me thinking that I need to open up and listen to the path that I wrote before I came into this world. What I wanted to learn in this life. I feel I've filled up my life and time with many important and valuable things. But there's also some things that are no longer suiting me and what I need.<br />
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After that, I found another audiobook. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Discovering-Your-Soul-Signature-Purpose/dp/0812995589" target="_blank">Discovering your Soul Signature: A 33-Day Path to Purpose, Passion & Joy</a> by Panache Desai. I'm only on day 3 but still. It's an interesting book about allowing yourself to feel emotions and let them run through you instead of cutting them off, tamping them down or ignoring them completly. By doing this, we allow ourselves to really cast off the excess weight and see what our Soul Signature really is. I don't know if I'll have any epiphanies from this book or not. But it's a great excercise in soul searching.<br />
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I have another book. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Journey-Dark-Goddess-Return-Your/dp/1846946778" target="_blank">Journey to the Dark Goddess: How to Return to your Soul</a> by Jane Meredith. Sensing a pattern here?<br />
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Yep. I apparently need to work on my Shadow Self. What is internal that I don't show to others, or myself.<br />
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But I'm still not sure what I need to learn here. It will come. I'm open to it. Letting the Divine in. Letting Higher Powers guide me to what I haven't been allowing to flourish.<br />
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It'll be an interesting journey. But I'm positive I'll end up more refreshed, positive and centered. <br />
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For now, I'm just enjoying the journey. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-10255559982283703522014-11-11T08:00:00.000-05:002014-11-11T20:47:10.117-05:00Magick Happens When....<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Last weekend was fun, fulfilling and just what I needed.<br />
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The ladies of my circle and I ended up having a Blessingway for one of our sisters. She is due at the end of December and we wanted to give her an afternoon of pampering, support and love.<br />
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Yes, she felt love and support.<br />
Yes, she got some focal points for her delivery room.<br />
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But the most amazing thing, that I didn't even think of happened. <br />
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We all ended up with a gift of replenishing, and support. <br />
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I needed to give this afternoon to her.<br />
And more imporatantly, I was supported by other sisters in getting things off the ground and definitely wouldn't have been able to do anything if it wasn't for their help.<br />
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Others enjoyed the conversation.<br />
Some liked the creative outlet of henna and prayer flags.<br />
Still others, enjoyed the meditation.<br />
And we all loved the feast. <br />
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Having a laid back, structured afternoon with women focusing on support and love is fascinating!<br />
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It was an amazing experience to be surrounded by such a wonderful group of women.<br />
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As they say, "When women get together, magick happens." SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-75504327989329518852014-11-06T08:00:00.000-05:002014-11-06T08:23:01.977-05:00Breathe In. Breathe Out. Repeat.Sighhhh.<br />
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Merry Meet old friend.<br />
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This poor blog of mine has become something I don't recognize anymore. Yes, it served it's purpose for the time being. But I think I need a change. A cleaning.<br />
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I need to reignite the spark that inspired me to write this. And get back to basics.<br />
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Heck, I need to do that in my day to day life as well. Clear out the clutter. Center. Relax. Breathe.<br />
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Things that are no longer serving their purpose will be bid a fond farewell. And things that I've been neglecting that I need will be brought back to the forefront.<br />
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I feel as though, I've hit a crossroads. Do I turn left? Right? Forward? Back? Only Divine Will can show the true way. I've decided to stop forcing things, and allow for the Universe to guide me where I need to go. <br />
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It's time for me to listen. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-84607795113052181902014-08-18T08:00:00.000-04:002014-08-18T10:18:34.510-04:00What is in a Human Voice?Very insightful commentary. Thought provoking and philosophical.<br />
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And of course, an amazing performance.<br />
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Last year, wasn't so great. It seemed that the stars weren't as perfectly aligned as the year before. The meetings were more sporadic and no one wanted to do anything.<br />
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This year, I wasn't going to help. But someone different was running the show and I figured I'd do it to help her out since I knew her. But now............I feel so deflated.<br />
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She asks for help. Then we offer. And before we can do anything it's done already. WTF? Why ask us if you're just going to do it anyway?!?!? I guess I'll just stop offering. Maybe then I won't be so disappointed. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-9659525486221105062014-03-28T08:00:00.000-04:002014-03-28T08:00:09.825-04:00Weekly Obsession: Not Your Mother's Dry ShampooYes, ladies, this is the answer to greasy, second <span style="font-size: xx-small;">or even third</span> day hair. I LOVE this stuff. It comes out in full force no shaking required.<br />
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The only thing I would recommend is to fluff your hair after spraying with your fingers. White powder does cover your hair, so for brunettes, more fluffing may be required. The reason I suggest this is so that your brush doesn't end up looking dusty. Though if you don't care, then by all means.<br />
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I do like other products that Not Your Mother's sells, but this product deserves it's own post. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-32944162592276848512014-03-26T08:00:00.000-04:002014-03-26T08:00:03.074-04:00Mid-Week Pick Me Up - Here Comes the Sun (George Harrison)Finally!!!! It's SPRING!<br />
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Enjoy this classic. <br />
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The first <a href="http://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/hitchhiker">the Hitchhiker</a>. This is a gorgeous shawl(ette) scarf. Whatever you decide to use it as. It ends up as a triangular piece of fabric with 42 "teeth" on it. Just go look at the pic and you'll see what I mean. <br />
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42. Anybody? Get it?<br />
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If not read through the pattern description and you will find out why 42. And shame on you, you should already know. LOL<br />
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The second, Pink Orchard. This (fingering weight AKA: sock weight) is a bright shade of green, pink and white. Seriously, it looks like the dyer (<a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/ToilandTrouble?ref=l2-shopheader-name">Toil and Trouble on etsy</a>) took a few highlighters and colored it. <br />
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Am I right? Well, here's what it looks like so far. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-31596624011560597852014-03-21T08:00:00.000-04:002014-03-21T08:00:08.528-04:00Weekly Obsession: Ostara<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Now, I know this is more of a holiday than something to be "obsessing over". However, I am so excited for Ostara this year. For a few reasons.<br />
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1. I get to do the "<a href="http://paganwiccan.about.com/od/ostarathespringequinox/ht/LBRChocoRabbit.htm">Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Chocolate Rabbit</a>" with a bunch of kids tonight. It's a ton of fun, but be careful the possibility of sugar shock is quite real.<br />
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2. I'm presiding over my first ritual for my coven. I'm a little nervous. But I'm confident that I've been trained well. Keep your fingers crossed that I don't end up doing something really silly like light my clothing on fire or drop the eggs. It will be just what it needs to be. <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(If keep telling myself that, maybe it will actually happen.)</span><br />
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3. Spring is officially here! <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(I hope.)</span><br />
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What are you all doing to celebrate?SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-84754932128080771092014-03-19T08:00:00.000-04:002014-03-19T08:00:02.182-04:00Mid-Week Pick Me Up - Count on Me (Bruno Mars)This is exactly what friendship is all about.<br />
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So for all my friends, this one is for you. <br />
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So for those of you not on Ravelry. If you are a Hooker or Pickers (and Throwers too) <span style="font-size: x-small;">(<a href="http://knitting.about.com/od/knittingquestions/f/knitting-styles.htm">those are knitting nicknames for people based on how they hold their yarn. Yes, there are two. And I am a Picker.</a>)</span> and you aren't on Ravelry. <a href="http://www.ravelry.com/">Go now</a>. You will thank me! Free patterns, a library, a place to post pictures of your stash so you always know just what you have. Plus there's forum central for everything from Swaps, Dr. Who, Downton Abbey to just local groups. It's a Yarn Haven for us!<br />
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Anywho, some of my latest creations.<br />
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The Wildflower Crown: my mom actually had the crocheted flowers. I just sewed them onto the crown.And yes, I will wear this for Beltaine. <br />
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A Simple Little Purse I made to learn how to Double Knit. I have the <a href="http://www.ravelry.com/patterns/library/the-name-of-the-doctor-double-knit-scarf">ultimate Double Knit project</a> in mind. But I will have to get infinitely better before I make it. <br />
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A baby blanket for Eleanor. She was born on the 11th. I'm further along than this picture shows. I thought it was a good color for a little girl. <br />
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So does anyone here, crochet or knit? <br />
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I just can't get enough of RuPaul and all of her Drag Racers. The transformation from boy/man to stunning glamazon! Amazing!<br />
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And if you <span style="font-size: x-small;">(& are in the states)</span> want to watch. Go to the show's website <a href="http://www.logotv.com/shows/rupauls_drag_race/season_6/series.jhtml">here</a>. <a href="http://logotv.com/"></a><br />
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<br />SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-69354269221087411402014-03-12T08:00:00.000-04:002014-03-12T08:00:02.345-04:00Mid-Week Pick Me Up - Titanium (feat Sia) David GuettaThis is how I feel with Winter. You can fire away, I will still be standing and it will soon be over.<br />
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This year, I guess I'll be smart and write it before I imbibe.<br />
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What am I talking about you ask? Why all the weird allusions?<br />
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As many may know, especially those Catholics among us, that today is Fat Tuesday (the day before Ash Wednesday/ AKA the first day of Lent) The parties from New Orleans might know this a Mardi Gras. And while they celebrate with booze, parades, masquerades, and debauchery....all quite fun, I'm sure. (No judgement here.) We in Michigan (and many other Mid-western states and cities) celebrate Fat Tuesday as Paczki Day.<br />
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This is the most awesomest of the food related holidays. Because we eat <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/P%C4%85czki">Paczki</a>'s on Paczki Day. And for those trying to say it in your head, the way I say it is "Poonch-key". Also acceptable is "Punch-key." They are the most awesome of filled doughnut-ish confections. They look like a jelly filled doughnut but they are denser due to the egg that is added to the dough. I like the lemon, apple or cream ones the best. <br />
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The way I heard it explained is that the Polish brought this celebration before Ash Wednesday with them when they settled here. (And we have a large Polish population in Hamtramck. "Ham-tram-ick" So large, that there are Polish restaurants where they speak Polish and English to serve their customers. <br />
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The reason behind the amazing awesomeness of the Paczki is that the devout were using up all the sugar in their house so they wouldn't be tempted to use it during Lent.<br />
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If you are enjoying the 2000 calorie treat today, HURRAH to you! Otherwise, (if you still can, *giggle*) have a wonderful day! <br />
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Click to find all the fun things going on near <a href="http://www.freep.com/article/20140303/ENT1005/303030104/packi-day-hamtramck-hotel">D-Town</a> today and an interview with a <a href="http://www.paragonapartments.com/blog/2012/02/16/making-the-paczki-pilgrimage-to-hamtramck/">Polish Bakery</a>. <br />
<br />SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-5308129469373156192014-02-11T08:00:00.000-05:002014-02-11T09:19:09.664-05:00*Sigh*This winter has been really hard on me. Well, to be fair, the last 6 months or so have all been building up to this. But, I have never felt this low.<br />
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I've always thought I had SAD, but I figured that I must've gotten over it the last few years, but to be fair, we had an extremely mild winter last year. So, that was obviously wishful thinking on my part.<br />
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Anyway, I've always hated February. There's a reason they make it so short. It sucks. There's too much snow, slush, gray, gloom and blah out there.Not to mention the fact that I end up feeling gloomy, gray and blah because of it.<br />
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I don't know about any one else, I hope I'm not the only one that has this. Well, we'll see if I'm the fucked up one here or it it's just commonplace.<br />
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Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall back asleep? And not because you're thinking of all the things you want / need to do the next day, year, week, whatever. No, you're wide awake because your mind is telling you that, you shouldn't have done this or said that. You should have done this, made this, said this. And this is why you don't have, X, Y, Z. Or why you aren't A, B, and C.<br />
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Ugh, I just want to get rid of that little voice. And maybe it's always been there. Maybe I'm just more suceptable to it because of all the shit going on.<br />
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But I get up, I work out, I go through the motions, hoping that one day soon. The sun will come out, the flowers will bloom and that I'm not really a failure. And maybe, just maybe I'll be able to sleep through the night. <br />
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And then in the next instance, I just want to slap myself for even believing the negativity for even a second.<br />
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This has to end soon right?!?!?! Spring isn't that far away.....right?!?!?!<br />
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That little voice isn't right. Right?!?!?! SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-68851277458189438112014-01-13T08:00:00.000-05:002014-01-13T10:02:58.325-05:002014 Better Get Over Itself2014 can suck it!<br />
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No really.<br />
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Suck.<br />
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It.<br />
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It's only the 13th day of the year and already I just want 2014 to be over. Either that or whatever/whoever/whichever <insert here="" noun=""> I/the world pissed off, I get it. I'm sorry We're sorry. Please go away! </insert><br />
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Everything starts off okay and full of promise just like every year.Finally get back to work for two days. Then off for the weekend.....or so I thought.<br />
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Nope!<br />
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Find out on Saturday, that hey, The Hubs now has to spend Monday - Friday at another store a few hours away. (So he will be gone.) <br />
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Sunday:<br />
* Squeaker has a fever all day. Finally it breaks at dinner time and he seems to be doing fine.<br />
* the University where I work decided to close for Monday. <br />
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Monday:<br />
* The now infamous Polar Vortex known as Winter Storm Ion dropped a shit ton of show on our town. Then decided to follow it up with colder than fuck temperatures not seen in decades.<br />
* Squeaker's fever comes back and he's pissy, whiny and not eating or drinking.<br />
* Turns out he has the flu. Grab medicine and essentials and come back home.<br />
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Tuesday:<br />
* Ion decides to keep up the craptastic weather and blows all the snow drifts over our driveway.<br />
* Work closes again. Whew!<br />
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Wednesday:<br />
* Work is now open. But.... <br />
* Squeaker seems to be doing better.<br />
* I start having a sore throat, aches, sneeze, cough, headache.<br />
* Snowed in. <br />
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* I call a Snow Removal company, sure they'll be out this afternoon to clear the drive.<br />
* 1:30, call from Snow Remover, yeah, can't make it to you today. Call someone else, if you can't get it done today, I'll do it tomorrow. <br />
* 6 companies later, finally get someone who will come at 7pm. Fine whatever, great, just get here! Plus he's the cheapest too boot.<br />
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Thursday:<br />
* Finally can get out of the house! <br />
* Kids. Are. Going. To. Daycare! Woohoo!!!!<br />
* I go to urgent care. Luckily no flu. I go home and sleep.<br />
* Get kids, we relax. Day 4 was pretty good.<br />
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Friday:<br />
* Hubs coming home!<br />
* I'm supposed to be off work, but decide since I didn't go in at all. To put the kids in daycare and go in.<br />
* Hubs gets home around noon.<br />
* I get a call from Urgent Care. Squeaker's has pnemonia. WTF!!!<br />
* Hubs, picks up Squeaker goes to Urgent Care. Gets 2 scrips. Huh?!?<br />
* Pharmacist questions scrips.<br />
* I call Squeaker's doctor's office. Talk to nurse. She says you have to ask the prescribing doc.<br />
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Saturday:<br />
* Hubs works ALL DAY! Ugh.<br />
* Doc's office calls back. Yeah, the Urgent Care, isn't affiliated with us and doesn't know that Squeaker has Virally Induced Asthma and that was probably the spot on the x-ray (indicating the pnemonia) So don't ever go back there cause they suck at pediatric care. (Yeah, they were professional about it, I'm just putting my version in.)<br />
* Yay, Squeaker doesn't have pnemonia.<br />
* I'm starting to feel better.<br />
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Sunday:<br />
*Relaxation central.<br />
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I'm really hoping that all the shit of 2014 is over. At least for a while!<br />
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<fingers crossed=""> </fingers><br />
<br />SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-32260882139222765202013-12-11T08:00:00.000-05:002013-12-11T08:00:04.747-05:00Mid-Week Pick me up: SNL Digital Short - YOLOOk, so Sara from <a href="http://strandupdate.blogspot.com/">Sara's Organized Chaos</a> gave me a great idea for today's post. It's hilarious and is inspired by <a href="http://strandupdate.blogspot.com/2013/12/yolo-needs-to-die.html">this post</a> of hers.<br />
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Oh and if you don't already read her blog....you suck. No really, the only remedy is to click on the link and read....she is AWESOME and HILARIOUS!!!<br />
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I'm referring to the absolutely yummy Pumpkin Beer and Guinness concoction. I've obviously used <a href="http://www.arcadiaales.com/index.php/ales/beer-brands.html">Arcadia Ale's Jaw-Jacker</a> here.<br />
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I've also made this with <a href="http://newhollandbrew.com/beer/seasonals/ichabod-pumpkin-ale/">New Holland's Ichabod</a>, <a href="http://www.bluemoonbrewingcompany.com/ourbeers/product/harvest-pumpkin-ale">Blue Moon's Harvest Pumpkin Ale</a>, <a href="http://www.samueladams.com/craft-beers/fat-jack">Sam Adams' Fat Jack</a> and <a href="http://www.samueladams.com/craft-beers/harvest-pumpkin-ale">Sam Adams' Harvest Pumpkin Ale</a>. And I'm really hoping to crack into one made with <a href="http://blog.kentuckyale.com/2013/09/06/kentucky-pumpkin-barrel-ale-is-here/">Kentucky Pumpkin Barrel Ale</a> tonight. (If you haven't gathered from that short list....I really LIKE pumpkin beer.)<br />
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Pour pumpkin beer into a glass, carefully layer Guinness over it. You can use the back of a spoon, or you can use one of these awesome cool thingies my S-I-L got my husband for Christmas one year.<br />
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Yes, that is a turtle. It's an awesome invention, no mixing on Guinness layered beers. <br />
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So, go out and try one. Let me know what you think. SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-41139153618773139642013-10-23T08:00:00.000-04:002013-10-23T09:55:38.290-04:00Mid-Week Pick Me Up: Emperor's New GrooveIf you haven't seen this movie, you should be ashamed! It is the best (IMO) Disney movie EVER!<br />
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This is one of my favorite scenes and no matter how many times I see this, I crack up. Even now, having watched it 5 times writing this post, I'm still laughing.<br />
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"You know, it's a good thing, you're not a big, fat guy or this would be really difficult."<br />
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Yzma turns into a .... (Spoiler)<br />
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Ahh, this movie makes me so happy! <br />
<br />SpiritPhoenixhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10355755804391063416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2218035850372958462.post-5400707850870090702013-10-18T08:00:00.000-04:002013-10-21T09:01:03.916-04:00Weekly Obsession: Scooby Doo & Mystery Inc.We've been really excited about Scooby Doo and the Mystery Inc. movies that are popping up this time of year. Angel Baby and Squeaker both like to watch them, as do I (yay, to fun kid movies)<br />
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Last year, this was Angel Baby's favorite one.<br />
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And it looks like this one is shaping up to be her favorite for 2013....<br />
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